Strings




What is this- on my neck?
Ugly, and heavy- string of beads
It reeks of resentment- And
Drips with disillusionment

Unnoticed, these bitter beads
have started to adorn me.
Is this the price I’m paying,
for chasing the blameless pearls?

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